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12/25 Gift Delivery

Date: 2024-12-27 12:47 am (UTC)
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[Things are still pretty weird between them right now, so Cater isn't going to make a big spectacle out of this. He'll knock on Idia's door and say that there's something there for him whenever he wants it and leave before waiting to see if Idia opens right away or not.

A tin of sweets (which may or may not be regifted) is waiting with a piece of paper attached that's been cut out to look like a classic ticket voucher. It reads: To be Exchanged for One Day at Appl3 Pi Arcade Courtesy of Cater Diamond (who will pay for all expenses but not force his company upon recipient).]

Date: 2025-04-17 02:20 am (UTC)
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[For his own reasons, Cater had also been finding himself staying up later and later more often. After the last Sleepr post, things had started to press at him, making him feel more anxious and uncertain than ever before. It wasn't solely any one person that was inspiring these thoughts, and ultimately he knew it was his own problem to solve...but that didn't stop his mind from wandering to someone specific, anyway.

It was hard not to, when they lived under the same roof. When Cater was aware of just how deliberately they'd been avoiding each other, since that blowup in the hallway.

When the smell of coffee reaches his room, Cater knows who it has to be. Anyone else and Vil wouldn't tolerate the ill-advised caffeine consumption. He knows it would probably be for the best to leave it, to pretend that he has no idea Idia's out and about in the middle of the night...but something tugs him out of bed, anyway. Cater shuffles toward the kitchen like a man possessed, standing for a long moment in the doorway as he watches where Idia sits.

The way the other boy's head was resting against the table, he could easily turn back around without being found out. And he wondered, even now, if making himself known would do more harm than good. But...they couldn't keep dancing around this, right? Not when Cater knew for a fact that Idia was thinking about him. So, steeling himself, he clears his throat to alert Idia to his presence, approaching the table.]


Looks like a recipe for getting no sleep. If I didn't know any better, I'd think you had an all-night dungeon crawl planned.

[Though it's an amicable opening, Cater doesn't put on a false air of cheer. No, he's notably subdued, his arms crossed somewhat defensively in front of his chest.]

Date: 2025-04-17 03:01 am (UTC)
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I am, like, actively coming over specifically to interact with you.

[Cater sighs, pulling up a chair at the table. Seriously, he knew Idia was like this, but it was so tiring, to feel like his presence was an active detriment. Even if Idia didn't mean it that way...but honestly, at this point, Cater really didn't know.

So, screw it. He's just gonna ask, point blank.]


What do you think of me?

[He leans back in his seat, watching Idia closely, as if expecting he'll have to use some kind of magic to keep him from turning cat and bolting.]

Date: 2025-04-17 03:15 am (UTC)
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[Cater didn't blame Idia for being uncomfortable--honestly, he didn't want to be having this conversation, either. It would be so easy to throw out a laughing "JK" as if he was just teasing and leave this whole thing behind. But...it had to happen, it really did. So he doesn't back down.]

I'm having a really hard time understanding if you resent me or if you actually want me to be spending time with you. I thought it was the former, so I've been trying to respect your space, but I'm really getting mixed signals. I know communication isn't your strong suit but I can't, like...it's stressful, not knowing where I stand with your or what the right way forward is, to make things better. Nothing's going to get any less awkward if you don't tell me what you're thinking.

Date: 2025-04-17 03:39 am (UTC)
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[Cater sighs as the incredibly uncomfortable silence stretches on between them, a mixture of frustrated and...disappointed. He just wanted this to be easy: Idia either telling him point-blank to never talk to him again so he knew where he stood, or...well, nothing else would really be easy no matter how one looked at it.]

Hey.

[This wasn't working, though, and Cater didn't really know how to try and bring Idia any sort of peace. The usual ways that his charm worked just didn't with Idia. But he can't just sit here staring at him, and he's determined not to leave him alone about this until he has no choice. So, he scoots their chairs a bit closer, and even as he anticipates getting flinched away from, he puts one of his hands on Idia's. Compared to those long, bony fingers, his own skin is soft and warm--even with the mild callouses from his guitar playing.]

No judgment, okay? I promise. Even if you don't have anything coherent banging around in that brilliant brain of yours, anywhere's a good place to start.

[Because clearly, clearly, it wasn't nothing.]

Date: 2025-04-17 04:22 am (UTC)
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[Cater can't pretend to fully understand what the different colors of Idia's changing flames mean...but he can make some pretty educated guesses based on context clues alone. And he remembered, vividly, the last time he saw Idia's hair turn this color.

And he thinks, for what feels like the millionth time, about Idia's Sleepr entry--and his conversation with Natsume on that post. He squeezes Idia's hand just a bit more tightly, anticipating that what he has to say next might really make Idia want to bolt. But his voice is more gentle than ever.]


I wouldn't laugh at you, if you told me you still think about what happened at the party in December.

Date: 2025-04-17 04:40 am (UTC)
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[It should have been flattering, to hear someone say that they dreamed about him. To hear Idia say it. And it still was, he supposed, in a sense. But...it was just tragic, too, how broken up he was about it. How desperate he sounded to not be dreaming of him. Like Cater Diamond was a curse on his brain.

Well, clearly, trying to banish him from his subconscious mind wasn't working. The only other thing that made sense to him was to try the opposite: to get him out of his system. Surely, once he actually had him, he'd be satisfied, right? Because no matter what Idia's body wanted, he didn't like him. This was just some repressed physical need that Cater had unlocked. It only made sense that he step up and take responsibility.]


So...don't let them be dreams.

Date: 2025-04-17 05:00 am (UTC)
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...Idia, listen.

[Cater takes a breath, searching for Idia's other hand, to take both of them in his own and draw his full attention. To try and break through all that static of self-loathing.]

I understand why you wouldn't believe me, but you could really look like absolutely anything and I'd still be just as interested. You're not going to scare me off.

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Date: 2025-08-20 09:18 pm (UTC)
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Kageyama had ended up in cat form out of a moment of spinning out by himself emotionally. That's typically when it tends to happen, when he's too emotional or when he's overwhelmed by what's going on or very surprised. He doesn't bother trying to calm himself down to turn back human as it starts to rain.

Instead he searches out cover, working himself into the shed letting out what amounts to an annoyed huff in cat form, his tail twitching a bit irritably. He hadn't even noticed he wasn't alone which definitely speaks to how not observant he could be sometimes.

Date: 2025-08-26 01:01 am (UTC)
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Between the sound and the lights catching in the peripheral of his vision he looks over and sees another cat.

Oh.

It's the unnatural looking blue fire cat he'd met before... The recognition keeps him from feeling like he's in danger at least. His twitching tail starts to slow and there's a tiny meow as if to greet.

Date: 2025-08-28 11:21 pm (UTC)
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Kageyama sniffs back, curious about the flaming fur. Hows that even real, gently a paw sticks out lightly touching toward one of Idia’s front legs. He doesn’t go up in flames doing so either. The sleek black cat gives one more sniff and then there’s a very hesitant head rub against the blue cat.

Date: 2025-08-30 04:57 am (UTC)
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It's definitely easier this way. Maybe Kageyama should just turn into a cat more often. He feels calm but he holds onto staying in his feline body, watching as Idia settles down. It won't stop raining anytime soon and this won't hurt anything. He's always lonely and here's a chance to not be for a bit.

So after a few long seconds he settles down right by Idia, no real space left between them, though he's alert for any signs that he's not welcome that close. He mews softly as if asking.

Date: 2025-08-31 11:29 pm (UTC)
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It's nice, how warm it is and there's something very soothing. He doesn't actually purr a lot himself but when Idia starts he finds his head nudging over at him and there's the smallest purr coming from him. If only this was how you could always make friends. Easy.

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